Saturday, April 25, 2009

Confused


I'm waiting, I'm standing here

I'm staying as long as I can be

Inside me, I'm crying again

because I've lost something I never gained


Tonight, It's all cold rain

And I am the thunder storm

because, I've never been heard

from the soul that I'm hiding


And now I wait,

And now I bleed,

it's all for you

whom I can't see

This is not me

I'd change for you

but I can't go back

I'm so confused


Maybe I, was too high

to recognize your signs

And even, when I looked back

I never saw you take off the mask


And inside, I'm falling

There's nothing else to hold unto

And when I, am shivering

I'll remember the things I didn't do


And now I wait,

And now I bleed,

it's all for you

whom I can't see

This is not me

I'd change for you

but I can't go back

I'm so confused


I'm so confused

I'm so confused

I'm so confused

I'm so confused...


By me

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Frozen Poetry


Oh my dearest. Even in death you stir my emotions. Even your carcass is a pure work of art! How do you do it? Tell me your secrets. What did you see? What did you hear? Such wonder. Such freedom.

Wish I had my real camera with me instead of my crappy iphone camera.
As you were... As you are.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Blabber Mouth


I'm tired of your open mouth,

Crawling inside my skin,

Endless pain we never quit,

The fight within that pride's begun,

Saying its too late,

What a man's got he'll learn to hate.



Forget the time I said I would,

Replace that with I never will,

Beyond the facts held in your face,

Ignore the facts beyond your nose,

Saying it's too late,

What a man's got he'll learn to hate.



Grow up

Now without meaning,

No response, no revealing...

Just grow up!



Wrong...

Wrong...

Wrong...

Wrong...



Chevelle - Family System - Wonder What's Next

Sunday, March 22, 2009

It Is What It Is.


Yeah I'm still the same old weak bastard who can't get over the weak spot in his heart for this girl. I just can't help it so...whatever.

It's a curse.

But I'm still here alive and well so I can't really complain can I?
Cheers.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

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Just thought about typing every single word which goes through my mind. It was hard to do since words skip very fast past my mind. But here's what my net of realization could catch:




Furnishing and tiling. Extraordinary thoughts. Simple and sometimes indigestible chronic lessons. Spontaneous scripture and progression.


Discipline through heresy. Cemetery.


Feeling Socially incapable of disconnection for lust and individuality.


Hereunder and so forth.


Lamenting hay maker and bygone elimination.


Random psychic outflows. Theatre of spring and evasive disclosure. Scissors cutting through the throat.


lines make them happy. Chilling sordidly and red comes the heat. afraid.


Hang them till they start to smell and gently make them listen to your songs. I will listen if you object.


Happily. Faithfully. Melting sun. Live bait. Lillies and margaritas. Child. Less.


of course. So beautiful. When I spread you and. Peel. no skin. Leave the eyelids alone. Knife must be sharp. good for you. I'll dig a grave. And bring flowers.


Lots of Skin. My own place. covered with stone. Heal unto orange.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Just Let It Spin, and Spin




Stone blind alibi


I will eat the lie


Find the word


Could break any spell that binds you


Prayers like ammonites


Curl beneath the lights


How i long to Bite any hand that feeds you more


Where d’it all go wrong


My friday night enfant


Where d’it all go wrong


My friday night enfant


All night busy on a line


It’s only blood on the rime


Wrecks my head every time


It leads me on
Where d’it all go wrong


My friday night enfant


Where d’it all go wrong


My friday night enfant


Tonight tonight Tonight


i'm running wild i'm running


Tonight i'm running wild i'm running


Tonight i'm running wild i'm running


Tonight i'm running wild i'm running


Tonight i'm running wild




Dedicated to Liv Tyler, A girlfriend I wish I had for some reason

David Gray- Alibi- Life in Slow Motion