A song I made (Sing it Static-X style)

ALPHUCK

I am the sucker!

Tainted motherfucker!

I cannnot just stop it!

this is my life!

I am the unworshiped!

Taking in all this shit!

If I stop being nice

then I start to kill it

Kill it now

take it down

fuck them up

bring it down

blow it out

chop it off

cut it loose

bring it on

Make it snap

Kill it now

make it hurt

suck it up

I am the legend

behind all the legends

but I am not noticed

because I am flawless

This tiny world has

stopped fucking spinning

I am now waiting

for someone to say

Kill it now
take it down
fuck them up
bring it down
blow it out
chop it off
cut it loose
bring it on
Make it snap
Kill it now
make it hurt
suck it up

GodFuck

Dear god do you want to tear your knuckles down and hold yourself?

Dear god do you want to climb off that tree meat in the shape of a T?

Dear god the paper says you were the King in the black limousine

Dear John and all the King's men can't put your head together again

Before the bullets

before the flies

before authorities take out my eyes

the only smiling are you dolls that I made

but you are plastic and so are your brains

Dear god the sky is as blue as a gunshot wound

Dear god if you were alive you know we'd kill you

Before the bullets

before the flies

before authorities take out my eyes

the only smiling are you dolls that I made

but you are plastic and so are your brains

Maralyn

Lovey Love Song For My Lovely Asal (A.K.A I LOVE YOU LIKE FUCK T-T)

You fill up my senses

Like a night in a forest

Like a mountain in springtime

Like a walk in the rain

Like a storm in the desert

Like a sleepy blue ocean

You fill up my senses

Come fill me again
Come let me love you

Let me give my life to you

Let me drown in your laughter

Let me die in your arms

Let lay down beside you

Let me always be with you

Come let me love you

Come love me again
Let me always be with you

Come let me love you

Come love me again

John Denver- Annie's Song

The Rubber Band

And suddenly things start to get better, brighter... you just look around and you say: "hey look! My life's goin' easy on me for a change. cool!"

and then...........SNAP!

You're back to the fucked up piece of shit life you were used to live. And you ask yourself... "What the fuck just happened to ruin everything?!" and you just stand there and take the beating. you wait for a moment of escape. a moment of relief.

And suddenly things start to get better, brighter... you just look around and you say: "hey look! My life's goin' easy on me for a change. cool!"

and then...........SNAP!

You're back to the fucked up piece of shit life you were used to live. And you ask yourself... "What the fuck just happened to ruin everything?!" and you just stand there and take the beating. you wait for a moment of escape. a moment of relief.

And suddenly things start to get better, brighter... you just look around and you say: "hey look! My life's goin' easy on me for a change. cool!"

and then...........SNAP!

You're back to the fucked up piece of shit life you were used to live. And you ask yourself... "What the fuck just happened to ruin everything?!" and you just stand there and take the beating. you wait for a moment of escape. a moment of relief.

...∞

The pain would stop if I could chop off their heads. The pain would stop if I could KILL THEM.

oh god give me something to kill...please...give me someone to kill.....

Doo Doo Doo Doodoo Doo Doo Doo Doodoo Doo Doo Doo Doodoo Doo Doo Doo Dooooooo....!

Boys and girls of every age

Wouldn't you like to see something strange?

Come with us and you will see

This, our town of Halloween

This is Halloween, this is Halloween!

Pumpkins scream in the dead of night!

This is Halloween, everybody make a scene

Trick or treat till the neighbors gonna die of fright

It's our town, everybody scream!

In this town of Halloween

I am the one hiding under your bed

Teeth ground sharp and eyes glowing red

I am the one hiding under yours stairs

Fingers like snakes and spiders in my hair

This is Halloween, this is Halloween, Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!

In this town we call home, Everyone hail to the pumpkin song

In this town, don't we love it now? Everybody's waiting for the next surprise

Round that corner, man hiding in the trash can

Something's waiting now to pounce, and how you'll Scream!

This is Halloween Red 'n' black, slimy green

Aren't you scared? Well, that's just fine!

Say it once, say it twice

Take a chance and roll the dice

Ride with the moon in the dead of night

Everybody scream, everbody scream! In our town of Halloween!

I am the clown with the tear-away face

Here in a flash and gone without a trace

I am the "who" when you call, "Who's there?"

I am the wind blowing through your hair

I am the shadow on the moon at night

Filling your dreams to the brim with fright

This is Halloween, this is HalloweenHalloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!Halloween! Halloween!

Tender lumplings everywhere

Life's no fun without a good scare

That's our job, but we're not mean

In our town of Halloween

In this town, Don't we love it now?Everyone's waiting for the next surprise

Skeleton Jack might catch you in the back

And scream like a banshee

Make you jump out of your skin!

This is Halloween, everybody scream

Wont' ya please make way for a very special guy

Our man jack is King of the Pumpkin patch

Everyone hail to the Pumpkin King!

This is Halloween, this is HalloweenHalloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!

In this town we call home, Everyone hail to the pumpkin song

La la-la la, Halloween! Halloween!

La la-la la, Halloween! Halloween!

La la-la la, Halloween! Halloween!

La la-la la, Halloween! Halloween!

La la-la la, Halloween! Halloween!

Masturbation Tips For Dummies

1- Always, ALWAYS make sure you have at least 3 or more standard napkin tissues or a towel around to wipe off your sperm thoroughly after you ejaculate. This very important law is relevant whenever you are masturbating in front of your computer or TV and there is no water source (like the bathroom) is near.

2- Don't try to ignore the first rule and run off to the bathroom to wash your penis after ejaculation because A)you run the risk of being seen by another person inside the house if the house is not empty B)There is a big chance that while walking to the bathroom, the sperm on your penis will wipe on your clothing and make them dirty, which is not good.

3- Always make sure the space (room, livingroom, bathroom etc.) you are going to masturbate in is secured from ALL SIDES. that means doors, windows, trapdoors etc.

4- Make sure your clothing and under clothing is safely a distance away from your penis while masturbating because the sperm tends to "fountain" out when ejaculation occurs and it may land on your clothing. very bad thing to happen. trust me.

5- Always try to have your pubic hair shaved. cleaning the sperm stuck inside pubic hair is BIG and FRUSTRATING trouble.

6- Always mind the Volume of the porno you are watching. DO NOT IN ANY WAY TURN THE VOLUME TOO HIGH EVEN THOUGH YOU MAY THINK YOUR PARENTS,FRIEND,GUEST ETC. are too far to hear. the screaming cries of a woman's orgasm while getting fucked WILL draw attention from a million miles away.

7- After the cleaning and wiping of the sperm from your penis and hands is done, make sure you look thoroughly through all your clothing proximate to your ejaculation area to be certain that there is no sperm soiling anywhere.

8- always put all the spermy napkins inside a clean napkin and make a nice little ball of napkins so A)the spermy ones wouldn't stick to anywhere unwanted and B)the fucked up smell of your sperm stays inside and doesn't spread. then dispose of the "Sperm ball" as I call it, as best as you can. Don't throw it inside your room's, Kitchen's, bathroom's trashcan. its smell will draw attention. It's always best to throw it out the window (if you live in an apartment like me) or go outside and throw it outside in the alley's local trashcan or whatever. Just somewhere away from closed space.

9- after masturbation, the penis will stay erected for at least 2 minutes. don't go in front of anyone when this is true. Everyone's attention will be drawn to that big thing inside your pants.

10- Be precise with your masturbation process. Don't waste too much time sitting around and doing nothing after the ejaculation has occured. Anyone might be wanting to come through that door any second so quickly clean everything and dispose of your sperm napkin/towel/whatever ASAP.

11- don't forget to TURN OFF THE PORNO (if you're using one to masturbate to) as soon as your ejaculation sequence and orgasm (which takes about 10 seconds for me personally) phase is over!

12- stay calm and conscious of your surroundings. if someone tries to barge into your room in the middle of your masturbation, stay calm, relax, turn off the porno, put your pants back on and make sure they don't look shabby and then gently walk to the door and open it for them. if they asked why the door was locked, tell them you were studying, sleeping, working on a project etc. and didn't want any interruptions. Whatever works in your home ;)

13- Don't masturbate too much! It draws too much energy and bodily resources. just do it whenever you feel it's been long enough since the last time. You be the judge of that :) 

There it is people. The tips I have for all the other guys who masturbate (and that's pretty much ALL OF YOU WHO ARE READING THIS)

Peels Of Confusion

I am me. I think I am me.

I know what I want. I DON'T know what I want.

I'm Happy. I'm Miserable.

I'm in Love with someone I barely know. I really don't fucking know what love is.

I see the truth in your eyes. Your eyes always tell all the lies.

I have time to become who I want. My life is withering away like grains of sand in a storm.

The Darkness makes me tremble. The Darkness guides me.

I love living things. I love to Kill.

I have some friends. I have some potential enemies.

My family is my everything. My family is the stigmata in which my life slowly rots in.

Everyone like and admire me. Everyone loath and pitty me.

I'm healthy. I'm sick.

I am gifted. I am Nothing.

I am Confused. I am Confused.

FINISH YOU

Whatever your past was, it's over. Although you've most likely got an even more fucked up future in front of you, but at least you're pretty much used to getting screwed all your life anyway, huh?

I hope you rot in hell you bastard son of a faggot. I hope your daughter gets raped before they slit her throat while filming it and releasing it on Youtube.

I hope they force feed pig piss down your wife's throat with an anal enema and shove a razor blade up her cunt while she bleeds and screams and pleads for mercy before they break her teeth with a hammer and drill holes into her mouth with an drill.

I hope they tie you up by your balls with red hot metal hooks like an animal and pour hot boiling water on your face until the skin comes off. Then they pour bleach on the exposed flesh. drop by drop. piece by piece.

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FUCK YOU!!!

Neverland

It's interesting that we wait for the faintest spark of hope and right behind us there's a fireworks show going on. We always tend to look away and uninterested because we want to stare at the guy afterwards because we're actually pretty attracted and interested. makes perfect sense,yes?

well WHAT THE FUCK are you waiting for? Thanksgiving?! COME AND GIVE ME A BIG LONG HUG AND TELL ME YOU LOVE ME!! KISS ME! LOVE ME! CRY THE TEARS OF JOY! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! sure.

Why in the holy name of hell should we keep crawling and crawling and watching and thinking until the whole world finally comes down on us?

I am the one fucking up my own life I know that. tell me something I don't know already. There are so many songs written about love and how hard it is to truly acquire it and there you are sitting there with my beating heart in your bloody hand. what are you gonna do with it? Me? I'm just going to stare and follow you home... just gonna imagine being with you every single day, kiss the ground you walk on, smell the air you breath in and sleep at night and listen to shitty fucked up love songs when I should be focusing on my new metal records.

and what do YOU do? Throw that bloody piece of shit called my beating heart to the fucking dogs.

I'd call you a cold, frosty bitch if I didn't worship you.

But right now, in this moment? heck I'm looking for a match to light the fuse connected to my festering state of being.

Maybe I'd blow better than I suck.

The Tornado of Our Lives

How much we philosophise... How we want to explain everything we see, or don't see.

Lying eyes. gray-blue skies. The feeling of hearing your heartbeat inside your own head and fists turning red with the frost of fear beckoning to turn you into solid stone. At least a figure to portray your true feelings inside.

Love is not all butterflies, roses and wine. It's wasps, ivy and poison too. You burn as the burning do. you break like all fragile do. You see through hers and she sees through your eyes through and through. What lies beyond those smiles and tears and smirks of uncertainty?

What did I find so precious that I just can't let go?

Now you see? trying to explain everything. Trying to question everything and still standing here like a retarded fuck and not knowing who the hell I am or what the hell I want.

This, my friend, is poetry at its purest form.