Confused

I'm waiting, I'm standing here

I'm staying as long as I can be

Inside me, I'm crying again

because I've lost something I never gained

Tonight, It's all cold rain

And I am the thunder storm

because, I've never been heard

from the soul that I'm hiding

And now I wait,

And now I bleed,

it's all for you

whom I can't see

This is not me

I'd change for you

but I can't go back

I'm so confused

Maybe I, was too high

to recognize your signs

And even, when I looked back

I never saw you take off the mask

And inside, I'm falling

There's nothing else to hold unto

And when I, am shivering

I'll remember the things I didn't do

And now I wait,

And now I bleed,

it's all for you

whom I can't see

This is not me

I'd change for you

but I can't go back

I'm so confused

I'm so confused

I'm so confused

I'm so confused

I'm so confused...

By me

Frozen Poetry

Oh my dearest. Even in death you stir my emotions. Even your carcass is a pure work of art! How do you do it? Tell me your secrets. What did you see? What did you hear? Such wonder. Such freedom.

Wish I had my real camera with me instead of my crappy iphone camera.

As you were... As you are.

Blabber Mouth

I'm tired of your open mouth,

Crawling inside my skin,

Endless pain we never quit,

The fight within that pride's begun,

Saying its too late,

What a man's got he'll learn to hate.



Forget the time I said I would,

Replace that with I never will,

Beyond the facts held in your face,

Ignore the facts beyond your nose,

Saying it's too late,

What a man's got he'll learn to hate.



Grow up

Now without meaning,

No response, no revealing...

Just grow up!



Wrong...

Wrong...

Wrong...

Wrong...

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