Funny thing...

So... it was probably a few days ago.

I was either high or drunk and I was brushing my teeth in the bathroom.

Then I remember thinking about life and what I think about the purpose of life and the ultimate fate of humanity. What is beyond death? Am I just going to disappear and never to be seen again or be reborn as another human (or animal) based on where the atoms composing me end up.

And so I think about the life of atoms. What is the life of atoms? It depends on the element of the atom and it is always a lot of time. millions of years for the weakest kind of atom. So then I think about, we're probably a part of something bigger and much more beyond us because at least a million years from now, who would know how advanced life is in the universe.

Then I'm thinking, what if there would be civilizations whose atoms have gone through the "purifying" stage of millions of billions of years, a few times before? So just how advanced could Alien races be if there are any. They could be fucking GODS to us.

And then I'm thinking God. Just what the fuck did the human race witness -or lack- that the need for a messiah was felt SO deeply and SO strongly on an emotional level that it was hammered and sickled in our GENES that we are in need of an "omnipotent being" that all us humans are so in need of for remaining a sane species.

Which then makes me think about genes. Just how back from the past -or to the future- do genes pass on information? Because being primal animals or humans requires some basic functions which exist for all to a certain degrees but then are at the same time unique and especially tailored for their own individual life forms.

After that... the next thing that came to my mind was.....

"Is this even my own toothbrush?"