Problem

Lately, I have become a harsh and disrespecting person. I get in a fight all the time with my parents and just can't take being around them. I say harsh things and use bad language when I'm arguing with them and it's just a big damn mess.

I really never used to be like this. I mean, we argued all the time but now it's all just tension and argument between us. The sight of them disgusts me. especially my father. I see him as an old looser who never knew the good things about life. And I see my mother as an under-educated, angry and retarded bitch who's looking for some kind of an excuse to bark at me for no reason.

I feel so trapped and confused. It's like the huge pot I was holding inside me all these years is starting to overflow and it's not looking good.

not good at all.