Stench

Everything was a lie... Lies on top of lies.

But I have nobody to blame. I made up all the lies myself.

Pink

In a dream, I ran through a long street, I climbed up a tree, jumped across rooftops and found my way through a maze of fire just to see you. 3 times. Over and over again.

And every time was worth it... I was happy.

The third time I did it I didn't see you. I became so sad that I just sat there on the ground and wished to go back in time to the first time I ran to you. My wish actually came true and I was running through the street again. Back in time. And I was happy.

If I hadn't woken up last night, I would be running and climbing all night just to see you sitting there... in a long dress...

You are welcome

i have the formulas... i just don't know how to apply them.

Every... damn... day...

When will this vicious circle end? When will I stop punishing myself and feeling bad for my own delusions? I can't make it if I stay so obsessed. WHY AM I SO OBSESSED?!

I can't stop. I can't stop thinking about it... oh god why won't this stop?



Such a worthless, crazy piece of shit.

Climbing up the slippery rope

Big dreams.

What are they? We all probably have one. Some want fortune, others fame, some want peace, for some it's power.

But what is the reason? Is it because we want to matter? Or is it there just for the sake of dominance. To show our superiority to the others around us.

Behind our big dreams we hide our secrets, our darkness, our fears.

Here you go

To tell the truth, I don't hate him only because he treats you like shit.

Mostly I hate him because he got to you first.

I know I'm better than him. Yes we're different in so many ways but...

...I don't know... You'll never love me as much as I love you.

Show me if you care... please show me...

G

how could I know you care about me as much as I do for you?