Wednesday, November 2, 2011

what

I close my eyes and I'm standing in the middle of a field. The bushes are green and the meadows are golden. The sky is cloudy and I can hear water running in a shallow river somewhere nearby. Out there in the horizon I can see rows of pine trees stretched as far as the eyes can see.
There's a gentle breeze touching my skin. It's coming from the mountains behind the rows of trees in the distance. There's some snow scattered on top of them.
There's a flock of wild deer running through the vast meadows below the hill I'm standing on top of. there's a big old tree spreading its many branches to create a large shadow beneath it. I'm standing in its shadow.
I know I have a little hut behind the hill somewhere. Where the fire is burning beneath a kettle with water inside. The wooden logs crackling gently.
Home.

Monday, October 17, 2011

There's a black hole shaping inside me. But it's not because I'm lacking something.

It's because there are too many things to handle. Emotional and otherwise.

Hey, future Hamed! I feel so bad right now.

[Edit 03.06.12: Hey, past Hamed! No changes here. Same old shit. Keep hoping.]

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

supa


My friend just did a Chinese girl.

He has super powers I tell ya.

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Sometimes it's better


Sometimes it's better

To not be

and swim forever

in ignorant bliss

sometimes it's better

to look away

and imagine being an astronaut

floating outside yourself

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Fuck this shit

Oh fuck I've lost half my porn. Fuck.